from the heart~*


today was kinda funn..
wenta sci centre!
woah.. wished we could stay longer..
to play but not for the talk
bought lots of snacks.. ate in the bus
den quickly rushed home to wash up
went ps shop while waiting for kmiang
den met up with the rest at SP..
erhm.. kmiang, me, delia, bel and eugene, rebby, rowena, and da band peeps..
band was gd.. esp the harry potter and twinkle twinkle lil stars..
played well! :)
but delia and bel felt kinda bored..
cos some ppl not thr
so we left during e interval
headed to town.. took neos
went to meet leon den went ta club
played pool.. not me
but the rest.. yeahh
was kinda funny though. ahhhax
anyway.. wanna slp already..

Saturday, September 20, 2003||12:02 a.m.


today was kinda funn..
wenta sci centre!
woah.. wished we could stay longer..
to play but not for the talk
bought lots of snacks.. ate in the bus
den quickly rushed home to wash up
went ps shop while waiting for kmiang
den met up with the rest at SP..
band was gd.. esp the harry potter and twinkle twinkle lil stars..
played well! :)
but delia and bel felt kinda bored..
cos some ppl not thr
so we left during e interval
headed to town.. took neos
went to meet leon den went ta club
played pool.. not me
but the rest.. yeahh
was kinda funny though. ahhhax
anyway.. wanna slp already..

Friday, September 19, 2003||11:58 p.m.


went ta town today!!
like finally..
watched HOLLYWOOK HOMICIDE!!
the show is nice and funny
damn action too.. and lots of rappers involved
yeah.. so its pretty cool..
there's a guy next ta me.. sort of erh.. ticked us off
cos jan and delia talk so loudly.. but we were like laughing
hmmm.. wadeva la

b4 that.. went ta heeren
saw delia's eyecandy!
wahahasx.. chomp guy
took neos..
went searching for cris's bdae pressie
den e guys supposedly join us.. but they were too late
so they went ta meridien.. went ta look 4 em
lemmi see whus there. well..
leon came out.. mark, martin, spencer, gary, gabriel..

dint wanna go in.. so headed to P.S..
den mommmy came to fetch me..
yup.. i so finally can catch a movie!
AFTER ALL DA SICKNESS.. HMM.. YEAHH! :):):)

Friday, September 12, 2003||10:47 p.m.


im a sick bitch*
all thanks to monsta
whu keeps calling me that
now im really SICK
so please dun call me tt agn
had fever of 38.1 and i dint know
till i felt bored n played w my thermometer
vomitted a couple of times..
and visited e toilet a couple of times too
i feel so xin kuuu
no appetite to eat and all
cant slip well
damn dint gotta sch today
LUCKILY.. kmiang told me mr arman was damn angry
so lucky me dint gotta sch

but im feelin so sick
somebodiee savee meee..!!
been slipping.. feel so heavy
after my bath im 37.3..
hmmm.. SARS
scary.. one guy got sars
blabla.. reading mag now.. till den

Tuesday, September 9, 2003||06:36 p.m.


had tuition..
was doing my hW.. woah
can u believe it..
anyway today so boring..
talked to arther just now
dint talk abt that b*tch
instead toke abt pri sch
wahahx.. i kept bugging her to join talentime

anyway watchin loving u now..
gotta.. pass out..

Saturday, September 6, 2003||11:39 p.m.


yeahh mann!! no more projs!!
except for chinese.. but delp doin
so nvm~ can slack..
lallalla.. just came back from trng
3 solid hrs.. can die mann

got back report slips today
failed 4.. hmm luckily no neeeda call parents
i'll be dead by then
many ppl crying.. esp Penny.
sighs.. gotta study reeall hard mann

Friday, September 5, 2003||07:47 p.m.


am kinda sick..
ystd wenta NLB to find SS stuff
met many ppl
b4 tt wenta joyce's hse w bel
after all wenta eat rojak! shiok
den waited 4 monsta to escape from hell
headed for upper for printing
right after tt wenta gary's hse
ppl jammin.. so we girls talk
ate a lil.. drank a lil..

hrm gabriel's pretty good.
and his guitar is so cool!
btw spencer, ben, paul and eugene were thr
yar.. den slack a while
delia came..
went to cartel for dinner
with monsta and delia
couldnt finish their food..
so i helped yea..
my stomach is totally bloated
den went kopi bean to drink a lil..
chat for a while.. and went back to kampong

tts abt it..
so many projects to complete!
and im SICK! darn!!!

Tuesday, September 2, 2003||10:48 p.m.


went ta eat timsum today
in town.. bring ah ma go eat
she keeps complaining that we give her too much food and that we dun eat..
well.. thats my ah ma! and we all started laughing
after that went shopping with mother!
first wenta warehouse to get my small case
tried this white phants.. kinda nice
but cant fit me! darn..
den bought tee for brather

oh! i bought belts too..
from topshop.. so cheap
den wenta john lil..
den to centrepoint
hee.. i bought joyce's slippers..
but diff colour la.. dun mind pls
mine's white.. cos i think i needa new slipper
and it aint that bad cos has heel la
den suppose to go out to eat
my family wanna bring my bro's gf go eat..
but they so full.. so its only my dad mom and i
den my bro and his gf at home.. wah..
ahhha.. i think they are very open
i in the room.. they still like so close
lie here lie there.. hheeex.
anyway gtg watch gilmore girls! taped it..

Sunday, August 31, 2003||10:12 p.m.


been busy busy this week
with the audition.
we got in though
but there's another full dress rehears tmr
if we dun do well.. we will be kicked out
nono.. dun want that!
made lots of mistakes..
hrm just hope tmr would turn out perfect!
cos we practised v hard!
but we just went blank on stage!
gosh.. so nervous!
*prays hard..
ppl said it was really nice
but just e mistakes we make!
anyway failed a math cos mr tan said whole class failed
just passed my e math
hahh.. anyway
there's many things going on now..
in my head.. sighs.. kkae.
gotta go tutoring.. ciaox

Wednesday, August 27, 2003||07:12 p.m.


hrm a blank afternoon :
anyway went to celebrate janice's bdae ystd!
firstly in the morn wenta whitesands 4 flag sellin
met kmiang and frens first
we decided to go to orchard
bloody hell did we know other schs are doin too
like everywhere we went.. damnn
but we met this really nice sweet ladiiee
with her caucasian hubby i think or bf
she just took out his 10 bucks and gave it to me
it was in my hands!! how tempting!
but of course i put it in that yellow "tin"
thats 1 fine generous laddiee

we wanted to spilt cos too many ppl
but they like dun wanna spilt
den me and kmiang walk our way
so tiring so decided to go to wheelock restroom
after that walked out the other way
den was wondering wads that boutique erh next to esprit
went ta take a look.. its Zara!
i dint noe.. wanna get the studd belt!!!
have many pretty clothes there!! damnnn.
hahh.. and i made it clear i cant buy clothes till nov
but i couldnt take it!!!
i bought a tank top which says "hard"
i thought its cute hahh
the skirts and denim jackets are so cool!
totally rock mann Zara

after that went far east to makan
tookk neos too
after that went back to whitesands to return the thing
on the way in the bus to tuition was like sleeping
mann it was sucha good day to nap

den rush home
got ready and meet up with jan and joyce
delia was getting impatient
luckily jaz met up first
den met mark and frens
they left shortly. y they bother coming
den so hungry.. went to breeks to eat
so full.. cos set meal
took lotsa pics
bel's still on her way
until we went ta topshop
delia wanna get her bikini and summore tops
den bel eugene gary and spencer came
jan gotta go
until she scolded her mom
we could finally catch "tale of 2 sisters"
u go girl!!
yup quickly headed to lido and bought the tix
martin joined us shortly

well the show's pretty scary
but like meaningless
i was screaming.. cant believe it
the guys too! all their heads were down
joyce's sister was there too.. with her frens
after that took cab home.. yar..
btw bel bought her t string! wahahh

Sunday, August 24, 2003||02:21 p.m.


happy birthday mark and janice!!!!! kisses

went ta town today..
with joycey delia and jaz
to catch cristian in action!
he's pretty good.. btw he's in 3rd avenue
but the vocalist.. erh no comments*
met gary and frens there
making noise as usual
ahha.. gary aint that anti social already
and he shave his side!! wahaha
so mudd now.. heex

we were deli dali here and there
go kfc.. sit and talk.. wait..
haiya.. as long as ppl happy
yar.. so nvm la
tmr's flag day
gonna be real busy
got tution after that den going out w jan

anyway today is mark buddy's birthday!
and tmr is janice sista's birthday!!
wanna wish em a happy birthday!!
may all their dreams come true! luvya

Friday, August 22, 2003||10:36 p.m.


tests are bloody hard.
so gonna flunk all of em
mann.. tmr's science
my worst subjects
anyway had practise today
for e teacher's day
and the boxer thingy for PE
so deadbeat already

happen to blog cos delia
that pig wanted to show me some thing
in the end.. i think she's zZzz now
yar.. went ta hlm just now
to get the black tank top
met gen on the way back..
and my Xsenior also!
with her bf in the bus
i dint even see her
until she called me

vanesssa's being such a pain
for wadeva she thinks
that idiot
jumping to conclusion!
argh!!

Wednesday, August 20, 2003||07:30 p.m.


today's the class bbq.
erh i mean yesterday
its already morning
just came back
it was funn..!
with ppl like michelle urther
is tt how u spell?
and sheila..
lolx.. the 2 jokers
hahhz..!!
erh kah ying and jamica came
emily sort of came too..

the food was realliiee nice
there' steak even!
which is really rare
lotx and lotx of food
brought back lots
unfortunately i only ate 2 chicken wings
damnit! first time eat so lil
i was puking alot
guess its becos of the food and mix alcohol
stomach upset
so no appetite to makan
there's like so much chicken wings!
and i couldnt eat it!!! darn!!

but got better after i puke.
was like playin and dancing with
van khor, k miang, marissa, y.ping, urther, sheila..
yeahh... all so funny ppl.
btw mr arman left cos we drank alcohol.
cos he would get into trouble if any of our parents call or some shit la
so he say he would walk.. like OH K
of all ppl.. come pick on me and van khor
when there's his wife k miang, brintha, jeanette, pam and other ppl! etc.
so unfair! make us feel guilty only!
dun care la
adel was like scared cos dunno wad he's gonna do
thought telling our parents or wad
haiya chay its only he leaving wad
hahh.. took cab with denise and van k.
enjoyed myself alot today.. yea. till den..

Sunday, August 17, 2003||12:41 a.m.


Saturday, August 9, 2003||10:59 a.m.



pretty babe yeah?





so sweet! i think they were once together? :)




she looks diff here..

Saturday, August 9, 2003||01:24 a.m.


freaky friday's web--> http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/freakyfriday/html/main.html



freaky friday is really a nice show!!!
the ending is so sweet
ppl out there should watch it yeahh!!

















Saturday, August 9, 2003||12:52 a.m.


went ta town today
dint go to sch
heex. cos my dad says dun have to
so i shall just listen :)
anyway today with jan joyce delia and vanessa
met van's xclassmate wahahahaz
mavis too and jaz and joce as well
bought a denim shorts
love it!

delia and joyce bought stuff too
except for vanessa surprisingly!
jan bought army skirt cool
i saw this spag from p*s*b
i loveeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!!!
but its damn eXxXx!!!
gonna wait till the sale
if there is! PLEASE
i just hope its still there
wanted to makan at breeks
but so crowded and we were starving
so we went to food court instead

wanted to get the stud belt from topshop
but no money
well i've got lots of stuff to get
but first i gotta study yeahh
anyway im watchin freaky friday now
its so cool yeahh!!
and that guy whu acted in gilmore girls1 is in it!
well wanna continue watching.. so yeahh
till then....

Saturday, August 9, 2003||12:07 a.m.


yippee!!
tmr's half day :)
anyway we dun have to wear shitty uniform and shoes
able to wear ethnic clothes
denim is allowed
skirts too
white and red

now's the prob!
no idea wad to wear
im afraid white skirt gets dirty
my denim skirt is too short
how am i gonna sit on the floor?
*pulls hair hard

btw tmr going out with em'
delia vanessa and joyce
i think that's abt it
might be able to meet penny and frens
wahahaz.. see whu's robyn?
heex.. well till then!

Thursday, August 7, 2003||05:29 p.m.


came back from compass with em'
went to eat da grilled chicken
shiok!!! delicious mann!
went home after that
cos they were going to library
like wtf cos they doin geo
i diff class so yeahh

btw dint have sss geo today
mrs ho's such an understanding teacher
she's a great and wonderful teacher
i wont say i love her
wahahahahh

monsta dint come today
she's sick.
well i din got to sch yesterday
so... yeahh..
gotta gooo.. sch work! till then.. :)

Tuesday, August 5, 2003||04:59 p.m.


today was fun fun fun!!
shop shop shop!!
went to wisma to get the points in topshop
went to far east w vankhor delia and joyce
all of us bought this long skirt
its really nice and pretty
den we bought other stuff too
took neos
yep

den van's parents fetched us back
met couple of ppl too
topshop was like so dead
future state too
well im contented today!!
backtofuckingsch
cya guys

Sunday, August 3, 2003||08:53 p.m.


happy belated birthday kmiang!!!!! kisses


juz watched "loving you"
so touching!!
i think that korean and jap are always so touching
makes me cry alot
singapore shows just dun turn me on

anw went to the youth jam just now
met many ppl
it was really hilarious when this guy
gabriel and markow went on busted-ing the ppl
all of us were laughing our heads off
it was funny though
esp gabriel went on pointing finger at ppl on stage
and imitating em with markow
wahahahah

after that went to chomps
all of us were really starving
so dint wanna go to gary's hse
the rest of e guys went though
ate alot den came back

oh yar! mr tan is such a nice guy
he passed me for a math!!!
i thought he wouldnt cos i was talking alot
but in the end he did!!!
better start to buck up
so many projects to do
but im still going out later this afternoon

btw... i was at topshop yesterday!!! i mean 2 days ago
me vanessa and marilyn rushed from sch
delia and joyce dint have to stay back so they went 1st
it was so crowded!!! holy crap

luckily my mom and aunt went already
was tellin mom over the phone to help me take nice clothes 1st
but erm my aunt was like negociating w the guard
wahahha... and he let me in
so i dint really queued for another half hour though
my aunt's the best laddiiee!!!
my mom as well :)
well the rest still had to queue though

it was realli so crowded
ppl pushing and all that
snatching and stuff
ppl queuing to change and pay
whoah thats really long
waited for abt 1 hr to pay
took turns.. durhz
all of us bought something
so we are really contented
even thought the payment queue was like damn long
yep yep.
haven done shopping for quite sometime
infact haven been to town for quite some time too

ppl go tagg my board!!

Sunday, August 3, 2003||12:28 a.m.


had swimmin meet todae
saw a few familiar faces
ahhah :)
was so hot and sleepy
suppose to go out todae
but was too tired and stuff
so dint go w joycey and jan
ltr gonna get my sim card
coudld be buyin hp

oh btw i passed my bio
like finally!!
thank god

im getting reeeaaalll faaaattt
some1 save me!

i hate my sch
i hate to wear my sch uniform
totally a disgrace
i hate turtle
i hate the DM
infact i hate the sch staff
yar.. except for a few teachers

swimming meet was pretty fun though
hahh.. till then..

Saturday, July 26, 2003||04:49 p.m.


ihatemyschitsfullofbitchesfuckedupbitchesfuckingnointegrity


fuck u whoever whu stole my hp.
how could i be so careless
how could i trust my sch bitches
fucking bitch made me cry
*cries out loud
now almost half e sch noes i lost my hp
including e teachers
spread like sars

so dulan with my a math already
just need another mark to pass
losing my phone dint make me feel better


damn u matherfuckabitchbiiiiiaaaacccchhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 24, 2003||06:00 p.m.


finally im back!!
CTs horrifying!
its so easy to fail
die!!! dun wanna drop classes!!

had tuition
left early :)
gonna watch dumb and dumberer
btw im gonna buy sari
wahahaha
and the "back to old sch" bag
nvm if u dun get it.

trng's gonna be tough
maybe its more of the PT!
not allowed to bBall
must have foot work
that's gonna make my whole body ache!
trng's much better after a change of coach
btw she's female this time

oh yar.. janice's our new family member
my sista..
more like mousy walking sista
yeahh!!

Saturday, July 19, 2003||06:19 p.m.


haven been updating
kinda busy this few days
maybe just tryin to stop myself from wasting time on com.
anyway life has been quite smooth
passed up my bio proj
and geo draft
left EL, CL, geo proj, SS and physics?
kae thats alot*
CT is just the coming 3 days
wish im able to pass all
prays hard yeahh

went to coffeebean to study with monster
met jaz
she was having tutoring @ cartel with her tutor
hahaz..
we thought she was meeting some guy
cos she was acting all sneaky and stuff
so we went to take a peep
heex..

anyway wont be updating much..
oh btw delia's gone to cruise by now
to tionman?
heard its a really nice place
esp the beaches!
hope she enjoys.. :)

Friday, July 11, 2003||09:41 p.m.


went to some youth party yesterday..
yesterday evening was a nightmare in joyce's dad's car.
yeahh.. met bel, vanessa, alicia, mark, eugene, james, jolene, jolene's bro joel, anthony, marcus, spencer, gary, martin and other ppl.
angel, rowena.. and many other peeeps..
ate quite alot.. of chicken esp. hahahz.

went to some1's party at a condo
was really dead.. stonning.
but pretty cool.. got the erh.. wadeva u call that
nvm. the CD spinning thingy? oh well
went home soon with vanessa and alicia.

btw today suppose to go cycling with bel and eugene
not able cos my mom dint allow!
cos my relatives came to my house.. yar.
played with my baby cousins and all
so cute! but naughty.. always running arnd

sighs.. gotta do CME project. and geo draft!
hmm.. and vanessa is away with her...
haikx.. im so good.. not going to dusturb her
guess im going to do it all by myself.
den the rest she better do it!
ahahaz.. yeahh..
2 of my bro's fren came over to study..
1 of em kept disturbing me.. including my bro
like arghhh!!! but had fun though. heex..
gotta go for now.

Monday, July 7, 2003||08:03 p.m.


Robson's the best!!! hell yeah!!


came back from camp this afternoon.
firstly camp was //fun²☻ fun²▌!!! way cool than i thought.
cut the 6 mins half squad out but they were kind enough to let us off for another 7 or 5 mins half squad this morning.
cos we did a great job in area cleaning! :)

dint sleep well cos ppl kept banging the doors
slept just next to the door only thats why!
i was so grumpy kept scolding ppl.
heeex. forgive me. i need to sleep.
we were almost late for nite sentry
so bored. even leader joce agreed hahz.
jolene was really fierce. expected.
after i bathe. she ask me to go to one corner and asked me abt hendrix... like wahahahahz.. some instructor. hahaz

i think roll call is kinda fun. serious
class was so united.. in wadeva we did.. the cheers
the games and so on. oh yar.. our dance and sing along!
so many instructors came and praised us
esp our dance and cheers!
instructors Veronica and esther were really nice ppl!
dunch noe y they said that esther was fierce..
i think she's pretty cool and nice.
veronica was really nice and all that
same goes to our leaders!!! adel and mel!!

we dint have a proper campfire. an artificial one infact
cos it was raining so we did it in the hall.
but its still nice cos they had the disco lights init so when we dance and sing.. its so IN. hahaz
sing along was the best part
every1 was so hyper esp our class :)
every1 was like dancing to our dance
we were so happy!! our class was last to perform though
it was so fun!! every1 sang and dance
the cheers and singings were so sweet.. so sad
ppl started crying.. felt like as if we wud be seperated after the camp. hahz
instructor ailing cried while saying the speech
jolene too..

the next morning which is today
went for dragon boat and rafting.. was lookinf forward to it
but the rain spoilt it all!!!
luckily it was only drizzle after a long heavy pour
our class came in 1st and 2nd positions.. :)
it was so fun!!! getta compete.
rafting kinda suck though.
i felt as if i was sinking.. hahahz
we came in 4th unfortunately
but Robson 2 came in 1st!! yeahhh!!
so Robson is still the 1st and the bext!!!

after that we went back to sch..
annouced that Robson's the best class camp!!!
and dragonboat too!! i love my class's spirit..
it always high and strong!!!
it ended with 3 cheers.. kinda bhb but nvm..



We are the champions,my friends
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions
Of the world


i'll nv forget this camp.. NEVER EVER.. :)

Friday, July 4, 2003||10:48 p.m.


Robson rocks!! hell yeah!!

you wont admit you love us,
and so u always tell us, to go
but we wont listen..
We Rock, We Rock, We Rock..


packing my stuff now.. dun have plastic plate and mug!!
but some realli nice classmates are lending me :)
today my classmates were like so hyper and fun
kept cheerin. all my teachers are like complaining.
but nvm. hahx.

i missed the DEF family. *sobs.
i wanna join em!! damnit. diff class
and monster's not going for e camp cos of her nationals.
wish her all the best! gonna miss u all!!
oh yea did i say i got chased by a dog ystd?
i did and it scratched me. some jack russel? yep

today mrs suzie lee came into our class!
ms low too. got scolded my em
cos almost e whole class dint bring our bks
yeahh. its that bad.
and she wants to test us!! like wtf.
but we passed.. durh. :) asked a couple of Qns.
oh shhitt!! and i gotta pass up my S.S notes..

wont be bring my hp so dun bother yeahh.
till den... cya!!!

Wednesday, July 2, 2003||04:50 p.m.


stayed back in sch for camp cheers... kinda fun.. the cheers are really cute some.. heex

one more day till camp!!! for me :) my DEF family and gurlfriends are going for their camp tmr!!! gonna miss them a whole lots!!! and my monster not going for camp... sighs* i hope they would have lots of fun and enjoy themselves!!! i wanna join em!!! arghh!! anyway tmr there's gonna be a math and physics only.. ahhaha.. yeahh. something kinda shocked me this afternoon... thought of settling it tmr.. but cant.. hmmmx... so tired now.. shall slip.. damnit wasssuuupppp with the taggboard.. hmMMpP!

Tuesday, July 1, 2003||11:01 p.m.


hmm.. home from sch.. trng was fun fun fun// prefer my new coach den the other.. so biased. fuck. haha.. but i fell down while trng. played doubles with lydia agnst yan ting and penny.. we won!! so funny!! ahahahs... damn fun. sch today was per normal.. kinda excited abt sec3 camp yeahh!! heex.. met jolene and anthony in gardens.. hahahs.. the couple.. gtg now... ciaos

Monday, June 30, 2003||08:40 p.m.


sch's starting tmr!!!! omg!! haven packed yet!! and i aint got sch socks!!! all's gone!! needa collect it from jocelyn.. anyway missed all my frens yeah. and i think its nice going back to sch to see all my good old frens agn!! but i dragg bout waking up so early.. and slipping early. like fark. sure gonna slip in class agn.. shit.

dint go to church today and watch C.A2.. dint feel like.. not feeling good.. yup. sorry joyce!! u called me and i was sleeping.. hahas. went to the Sun Glade Show flat this afternoon.. thought it would be nice cos its so convenient!! but the freakin condo is so small!! room cant even fit a TV. like wad de? so not family house.. stick to my house is the best. ;) after that went to queensway to get stuff.. my bro too. heex..

went to da club to have dinner.. so full now.. wahahahhaha!!! chatting with joyce now... ahaha!!! so funny

Sunday, June 29, 2003||09:29 p.m.


suppose to go hard rock today.. but sharon tan last min couldnt make it.. kill her!! so jaz and delia and i went breeks to eat agn. den we went shopping.. went to boat quay.. showed jaz around.. ahhax.. was kinda hilarious though.. it like i saw the marcus tan lookalike agn.. he was like starring at me.. was so embarassed.. cos i was there like this morning?? hahax... i wanna go agn.. maybe like still long.. shit.. sighs.

yesterday went town with jan, jaz, delia and joyce. took neos. as usual.. jan and jaz left earlier. so delia, joyce and i went BREEKS to makan.

delia went home.. met vanessa and her sis.. waited long. took cab there.. her sis paid. :) hahx. he was there.. james and eugene too.. as well as shaun. we were able to go in w/o pass.. yea! cos i guess the auntie recognise us.. :) got the alcohol tagg.. yeappie. joyce dint get drunk. HAH.. surprising.. :b hheex. eugene was like bored.. cos my dearie bel aint there. i guess the others were enjoying themselve.

that mark jeremy guy was there agn!! i think he's kinda cute yeah. but he seems so bored.. aint dancing much. sighs. there's some guy who kept wanting to dance with vanessa.. like eWww.. i was dancing w some i-dunno-whu guy.. yup. but he's clean.. yea. hahax. i think joyce enjoyed herself.. ahahahx.. with shuan's fren. wadeva his name is.. i think he's kinda nice.. esp to joyce. :) joyce shud consider... wahahahs. oh yarr.. some irritating caucasian keep bugging me.. like fuck off.. joyce too. went home.. parents dint say anything... phwee~ ;)

Saturday, June 28, 2003||11:50 p.m.


wahahaz!! thanks xoxo JAZ* for helping me do the tagg!!!! thanks alot gurl!!

went to sch today for camp stuff.. woah. jolene so fierce... budden when the briefing over.. she was like pointing at me.. and laughing.. jokingly.. cos i was using hP.. she sure can be fierce!!! mann!! so tiring.. gotta learn the cheers.. haiyo.. ran here ran there.. suppose to go soft stone today.. but cannot.. cos sharon tan so tired.. all of us too.. so maybe fri.. yea. tmr!! party time!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2003||10:52 p.m.




hahah!! mark sent me this pic.. lolx

Wednesday, June 25, 2003||11:28 p.m.


watchin joe millionair now.. heex.. went ta sch today to practise my dance. den went to upper to meet joyce mark ernest with vanessa.. went to potong pasir.. they went to jam.. pretty cool but were damn noisy!! vanessa gotta go cos she had trng. cant pon. after that we went back to upper to go to the arcade. mark lent me his t shirt.. i think.. dunno whu's 1. cos i was wearing sch-u. after that went to joyce's hse.. to take the negatives.. den went macs to eat..

yesterday went to Jurong to swim + play!! it was fun yea.. but tiring though. lemmi see whu went.. well.. DEF family except for delia and eugene. the guys; spencer paul gary mark james mark ow toad ashley leon ernest brendon..i guess.. the lazy pool was damn funny... and the man made wave too.. guys were like throwing each other.. hahaz.. and the lazy pool.. they were like trying to steal our float!! some pyscho was like fucking irritating.. i think u all know whu isit. anyway mark organised this outing.. yea.. thanks mark. erm..den something happened btw toad and his gf.. the journey was like so long... but fun... yeah..

Wednesday, June 25, 2003||10:28 p.m.


happy birthday to JAZ*!!!


< had training and friendly match today.. agnst IJTP. standard abt the same as us.. yup. dint play cos gotta go for sec3 camp stuff.. gotta learn the dance step!!! so hard!! dead beat*

yesterday went to svdp with joyce, cheryl, eugene was so late. mass ended already den he came.. met bel!! miss her!! after that went to ihm. met vanessa.. sat with spencer and frens. got scolded by some woman whu's daughterS are from our sch. lolz. eugene was saying ur mom such a bitch? they just said ignore her.. she's abit the.. lolz. after mass we cheong out. lolz.. as if we are criminals.

went to makan den took a bus to town. watched Agent Cody Banks.. although its the 2nd time.. but i think is funny. :) but it went so boringly.. totally.. guess cos they are not here. me and cheryl playing hide and seek in cine.. hahz. after that went to far east to eat chicken rice.. den joyce and vanessa and i went to gardens coffeebean. ate cheesecake.. met erh.. nvm. hahz.. some stuff happened.. really funny.. went home kinda early cos of sch today!

yea.. tomolo going to Jurong to play!! water.. yea..

Monday, June 23, 2003||11:31 p.m.


this morning suck.. but yesterday was kinda a good day. cos i dint train but i gotta stay in the hall and watch the others train. sort of waste my time! after that went to meet monster.. waited quite long.. den went to her house to collect da skirt yea. den i rushed home. it was already 7 plus. ate and bathe. went to meet joyce and monster at the serangoon mrt. its was so cool and nice.. yea. we reached town in 10 to 15 mins.. yea.

first we stopped at far east and took neos. as usual. den while waiting for 190 BUS.. saw lynette. guessed they were going where we were going too.. lolz. went to meet nadia and nor. yea nor passed joyce IC. vanessa had her sister's temp. IC. i dint have!! like shit!! but hahaz.. rmb that nadia have.. if not she wont be able to monks. yea. so i borrowed her sister's 1. they say her sister sort of look like me. hahaz. true enough. the lady boss allowed me without even asking me anything. same goes to joyce. we all got the alcohol tag!! like whoah~

drank our 1st cup den went back to pass back the ICs. den went to the toilet. yea den went back.. hahz. joyce drank 6 cups? i drank 5 and vanessa drank 4.. yar. joyce couldnt control herself as usual. erh.. it was real embarassing.. but i dint really cared much.. i was laughing like some fuck. i FELL DOWN!! on the dance floor.. yea. LOLZ. the floor was too slippery!! vanessa's slipper aint good. hahaz. was like laughing my arse off.. was still on the floor coudlnt get up. ppl carried me up.. my cup too.. was really hilarious. vanessa and joyce were laughing like fuck too. esp vanessa!! how could u laugh at me!! >:( hahz. its okay//

so after went to take summore drink.. went to sit down. this guy sort of talk to us cos he thought me and joyce were drunk. i was still ok just a lil giddy. he's called aaron. like wtf. he's kinda sick though.. kept asking me to dance w him!! no way!! eWw.. dun wanna talk abt it!! joyce puked.. on the table. and we dint know.. still can sit down there and pretended nothing happened. YUP. until i felt my leg and skirt were like wet. and i found out it was joyce's vomit!! sick bitch!! wahahz. :P and den i found out that there's vomit on the table.. totally SICK SICK SICK!! eWw..

den the bouncer came and carried joyce out to sit.. hahaz. i went to the toilet AGN.. i think i went like 7 times.. hahaz. i dint vomit instead i always wanna PPeeEe.. lolx. when i came back.. joyce was lying on the floorr.. this really pretty sweet girl came and help us out. i mean joyce.. she took lime for joyce. joyce was like asleep and really tipsy. fuck and she was still drinking when she vomited.. yucks. yikes. joyce couldnt stop herself.. she fell agn.. sleeping on the floor. we were like desperate.

called mark down.. this guyy helped us bring joyce the other side to sit.. den i went toilet agn.. came back.. mark said he was on his way.. so i waited upstairs. and i was tipsy also.. :S talking to this 2 guyys.. hahaz. damn funny.. cos one of them was the 1 who carried joyce. and i just stared at him and told him he looked like rod monteiro? hahaz.. he was like erh.. no this is not getting anywhere? something lidat.. hahz. den he asked me wad poly u in? was like HAHAHA.. im in secondary sch.. was like surprised. YAR.. i look OLD yar. i noe. asked me wad sch so i told him.. ask for no. den was like no. i dunno u.. but he's kinda nice though den mark came to the rescue!! pulled him to joyce. haiyoz. we left them together.. hahaz. asked vanessa to go in and dance. cos we hardly dance!! was peeing all the while!! den he called ask us go out. i was tipsy too.. but im still kinda clear.. just cant hold myself up. was sleeping on the stairs.. hahz. almost felt like falling into the river.. luckily mark pulled me up.

the reds came.. and i still dunno.. i think i slept until i woke up after a while.. was like oh no!! they are here.. all the bouncers like ran away. mark and vanessa were saying they long time here already.. o0ps.. vaness went to buy water.. splashed on joyce.. and me too.. den i kinda sober. den quickly took cab to joyce's house first. dunno wad happened in the cab.

joyce was sleeping along the rd. den brought her to the void deck. she slept on the floor agn.. couldnt wake her up.. so just let her sleep. mark is such a pervert.. and he made me fall down. now 1 really huge blue black on my knee. vanessa splashed water on me!! kill vanessa!! we started playing.. lolz.. play and talk till3 plus.. was thinking joyce's parents will really kill her.. cos she's suppose to be back by 1 plus. so we quickly try and wake her up.. asked mark to carry her to her block.. den suddenly her parents were just behind us!!! i was so shocked.. dint know wad to do.. quickly tell vanessa softly.. and she dint believe me at first.. we turned behind.. and like say hello.. joyce sort of able to stand on her own already. mother was asking she drink rite? hahaz.. vanessa insisted no la.. we play water.. den she slept in the cab.. *claps for vanessa. after that the parents thank us.. like finally over!! going home.. hahaz..

joyce next time if u wanna come.. make sure there's guys we know who are going.. if not u better stay at home!!! better thank us for bringin u back home!!! yesterday/ this morning was kinda funny though.. :)

Saturday, June 21, 2003||06:00 p.m.


Thursday, June 19, 2003||05:55 p.m.







Thursday, June 19, 2003||02:48 p.m.




watchin buffy now.. hMmz.. here goes. yesterday went to fort siloso beach with delia, vanessa, alicia, bel, eugene, amy and cheryl. joyce coudn't make it cos she's grounded.. it was raining.. like not fun. its like i got blisters and i came that.. so yar. kinda chilling.. we swam to the other island.. pretty cool~. actually i coudn't swim cos of my blisters. whenever i kick.. it hurts.. yar.. budden amy and eugene grandpa were kinda enough to swim SLOWLY with me.. =) hahaz... kinda sick cos alicia erh... hahaz. shall not say here. but after the SUNNY SORCHING FIRY sun came out.. everything became fun!! wahahz!! took pics and stuff.. sun tann.. i dint really cos im dark enuff.. was more for amy delia and bel and eugene. lolz.. eugene was like obscene.. =/ bel was obscene too!! changing her bottoms at da beach!! but in the end went toilet.. reached at 11 and went at 5? yea.. kinda sad cos so lil food.. all of us were practically starving..

so after that went to gardens.. went to borsche to makan.. yea.. yummie.. eugene and bel went chomps to eat.. after that took summore pics to finish up the roll.. den like so bored.. so went ta sayang to chill.. toke and toke and toke.. den black-out. stayed till 11.. cos my mom was bugging..

today felt like pigG. ate alot.. slept alot.. den went for tuition.. oh yar.. b4 that... monster called me and told me she saw marcus!! like wad de!!! he was in gardens.. with paul and he took 317.. but is to interchange... aint my house direction... haikz.. but still cannot see him...

Thursday, June 19, 2003||12:42 a.m.


da hotties

Monday, June 16, 2003||08:16 p.m.



i think he looks hot here.. ;)
before

after

Monday, June 16, 2003||07:50 p.m.


went ta svdp this morning.. i think marcus dint go..cos i dun see him. i think he go alternate weeks.. sighs. saw james.. he's hair so cute!! mohock? its that how u spell? all shaved except the top part.. lolz.. erh only bel and eugene.. joyce dint come.. delia meet us ltr..
so after mass went to meet delia in upper s. took the flyers.. went to the methodist church with delia.. got chased out.. so we gotta stand outside under the SCORCHING SUNNY FIREY BURNING SUN.. to give.. bel and eugene suppose to go ihm and st paul? but in the end so clever go HDB flats below.. so they did it in less den half hour? so after that they came to meet us.. help us.. den finished in half hours time. went to macs to chill and eat.. we were starving.. and time's still young. so after eating took a bus back.. eugene piggyback me.. cos my feet so pain.. yar.. i gotta say he's strong.. lolz.. but i paid him.. that pig.. ate our lunch at the cafe.. grapevine cafe? or isit graphvine cafe? anyway the food was delicious.. steak.. yummy.. and the ppl whu came for lunch were the ppl i gave the flyers to.. so gotta thank me.. was so crowded.. every1's food came.. except for eugene.. lolz.. we all stole eugene's chicken mushroom.. hahaz.. he ate very lil.. but he ate ours!! so fair and square.. after that got our pay and stuff..
took a bus to town.. went to topshop cos delia wanted to get her skirt but in the end she dint.. cos this fri she wont have anymore money.. den we hurry to far east to take neos.. yupp.. den i gotta go cos going to my grandfather's cemetery.. yea.. den delia took mrt with me.. bel and eugene still in town i guess. yup..

Sunday, June 15, 2003||09:45 p.m.


hMmz.. haven been bloggin.. since... heaven noes. anyway yesterday after trng.. went home. and i was confused whether to go hendrix or to go watch ju-on AGN.. after much thinking.. and persuaion? decided not to go hendrix.. and i din even notice it was fri the 13.. bad luck day.. until they told me wadeva that happened when i met up with them.. yup. delia so wanted to go watch movie with them.. cos of macadamia.. i was like so wanted to go hendrix budden marcus was watching da movie too!! so 50-50.
erh.. can say its his fault.. dun wanna go hendrix. actually mark wanted to go.. got the mood.. budden marcus dint want.. haiks!! so i met delia joyce and vanessa in gardens den we took cab to town and took neos.. yea. ;) den walk to wisma.. den actually wanted to go to far east budden mark called and he sounded fierce AGN.. pms.. hahaz.. den we rushed to p/s. first person i saw was marcus den actually i wanted to ask him where's mark.. but haiya.. i turned back there he was. den the show is starting 11.25 and we were there at 9? yup. watched with 2 other girls.. not sure who they were.. mark's fren. went to kFc.. hahaz.. forgot wad he called it.. sat next to marcus
after that like so bored.. den mark say go fortcanning park.. so we walked there.. from p/s.. den there was this indian crazy guy behind me and joyce cos we were the last 2 person.. quickly ran up.. den mark crossed the rd already.. left us.. den we ran to marcus hahaz..he was like sort of laughin.. cos the guy said "why u all so scared of me?" me and joyce freaked out.. lolz.. den it was a long walk.. pretty spookky.. den vanessa wanna xchange slippers.. hers was heels.. i thought it was kinda ok at first.. until we reach boat quay.. my feet had 4 blisters.. fcuking pain... so hard to walk.. met nor.. she was like crying.. sad.. some probs.. den we walked pass hendrix.. so wanted to go in.. hahhz.. esp joyce and vanessa.. in the end took cab back to p/s..
show starting.. i was sitting next to marcus agn.. hahaz.. show was like so freaking boring.. cos 2nd time watchin.. delia was freaking out cos vanessa kept scarring her.. hahahha!!! after the show ended.. just sat outside p/s.. doing nothin.. den they wanted to go back to boat quay.. so we took cab back.. den walk so long.. cos stopped the wrong place.. den walk den met mark marcus den follow them... dunno where they walk until.. lost em.. den saw reds... quickly got into the cab with joyce and vanessa.. delia took the other cab.. cos diff way.. was the last person.. so fetched my bro and shaun home.. met my "best fren" and his bro and another fren.. irritating.. suaning me agn.. the 2 retards.. lolz.. =X wanna zZzz. already. tomolo goin svdp.. den go work!! nite

Saturday, June 14, 2003||10:07 p.m.


Would I walk through fire
Just to be with you, to be with you, yeah
Would I cross an ocean
Just to hold you, yeah
Would I give up all I have
To see you smile, to see you smile
Would I walk through hell
And not think twice

Baby I would, Baby I will
Baby I'll do that gladly
Be all you need
Do anything, to make you happy

Baby I could, Baby I can
Do anything you ask me
Baby I can, Baby I could
Baby I would, I would

Would I be the harbor always there for you,
Right there for you, baby
Would I be the shelter that would shield you, yeah
Would I be the loving light to light your way,
To light your way honey
And would I defend you with my life
Life

Baby I would, (I would) baby I will (I will)
Baby I'll do that gladly
Be all you need
Do anything, to make you happy

Baby I could, baby I can
Do anything you ask me
Baby I can, baby I could
Baby I would

I'll keep you from the cold
I'll be there to hold you
And if tears should find your eyes, your eyes
I would be the one to dry them, be the one to dry them
I would risk it all and give it all to you
Baby I....

Baby I would, I would
Baby I will, I will
Baby I'll do that gladly
I'll be all you need,
I'll do anything to
Make you happy

Baby I could, (I could) Baby I can (I can=
Anything you ask me
Baby I can, Baby I could,
Baby I would
Do anything you ask me
Baby I can, Baby I could,
Baby I would
I'll do anything for you girl
Baby I can, Baby I could
Baby I would
Cause you're the one I want in my world

I can, I could
Baby I would



baby i would

Saturday, June 14, 2003||09:57 p.m.


just came back from delia's house.. in simei~ today went to sch for some discover ur potential thingy.. den suppose to stay in sch for class gatherin budden just dun feel like.. so went to town with delia and joyce and bel. met up with eugene.. den suppose to meet up with mark.. something cocky came up.. kena scolded by him cos nv wait for him to watch ju-on in lido. he was like so fcuking fierce.. kept saying sorry dunno how many times.. in the end after the show.. went to far east to chicken rice.. den went to wisma.. met mark ernest and some other guy in wisma.. oh yar.. while in far east met my ele mei! she gave me a box! kinda pain.. it last for 5 mins.. hurts*. oh yar.. den we went to taka.. went to louis vuitton and burberry.. was like so funny.. teaching bel how to act like those "tai tai"// hahaz. den delia spotted this very nice crown ring.. but there's only 1.. sadz.. erhmz.. after that went to heeren to walk.. met my bro and his gf.. and his other "zhu peng gou you" wahahahaz!! jk.. den after that joyce and sarah went home.. btw we met sarah and frens there.. den left me bel and delia.. delia meeting her auntie to eat sakea sushi.. we insisted we tagg along.. ahahaz.. den her auntie treat us!! wahahahz.. went to delia's house for a while.. bed was kinda cool.. den bel's dad went home.. heeex... hMmx.. tomolo going to hendrix.. yea mann!! gtg...

Thursday, June 12, 2003||10:46 p.m.


Because of yoU

It’s all...it’s all...it’s all... You’re my sunshine after the rain You’re the cure against my fear and my pain Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around It’s all...it’s all... It’s all because of you.

You’re my sunshine Oh yeah...

Baby I really know by now Since we met that day You showed me the way I felt it then you gave me love I can’t describe How much I feel for you

I said baby I should have known by now Should have been right there Whenever you gave me love And if only you were here I’ll tell you, yes I’ll tell you Oh yeah...

CHORUS: You’re my sunshine after the rain You’re the cure against my fear and my pain Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around It’s all...it’s all... It’s all because of you

Honestly, could it be you and me Like it was before Neither less or more Cuz when I close my eyes At night I realize that no one else Could ever take your place

I still can feel and it’s so real When you’re touching me kisses endlessly It’s just a place in the sun Where our love’s begun I miss you...yes I miss you, oh baby

Chorus

If I knew how to tell you What’s on my mind (on my mind) (Make you understand...) Then I’d always be there Right by your side

You're my sunshine after the...after the rain......after the rain Cuz I'm losing my mind when you're not around It's all...It's all... It's all because of you


its all because of you.

Monday, June 9, 2003||09:37 p.m.


went ta sch today early cos got class gathering for sec3 camp... dint really do anything.. in fact nothing.. besides DRINKING.. hahahhz! den went back to sch for trng.. pretty tough.. cos new coach~ she sometimes fierce.. but in a funny way. and i guess she is better den my X coach. cos she's fair.. concentrate on all of US. yea.. den went cp to buy some plastic thingy from popular with penny.. den went to buy a black top AGN.. yup. heex.
yesterday went to svdp with bel joyce den eugene came late.. i saw marcus.. in the choir yar. lolz.. he looks so cute. =X den after that took bus to ihm.. in the bus i saw marcus james and friends.. was like lookin at em.. and james was like pointing at marcus.. yar.. he knows it since FRI/SAT.. so met vanessa and alicia at ihm.. sat with them and joyce bel markow paul spencer nuts and gary.. and mark passed me delia's lip gloss.. wonder if he tried it.. after mass went to coffee shop nearby to have a drink.. den bel told us that they also wanna go out with us.. FINE.. waited for a long time.. for them to eat finish.. luckily delia came first.. if not she would be waiting at the bustop like some D.A.. oh i 4got u are.. wahahhaz.. j/k... took a bus to town.. on the way there was pretty quiet surprisingly for the guys.. yea. den martin called marcus to come meet us.. at first i told bel to call but she dint.. den i was NVM.. 4get it.. den martin called.. like shit.. all of em know about it.. which totally suck. he said maybe.. im like k.. the DEF were like talking alot.. damn fun.. until we dropped at cine.. found out no ju on. so went to lido.. and no tix anymore.. oh.. on the way there.. saw glenn and rod and flying dutch man and the cast of light yrs but only kim and melissa.. kim is very pretty.. we signed at the board for some charity thingy.. so big.. all of our 6 names there. cool! den they say p.s got the ju on show.. so me delia bel joyce and eugene took mrt.. the rest walk cos they think its so girly? something lidat.. christabel best.. o level is like the next day and she still can come out with us.. lolz.. anyway she doesnt own any vocab bks.. paul and the rest were saying it doesnt make any diff if she studied.. she would still fail.. lolz.. so when we reach p.s tix sold out.. we were kinda pissed.. cos wasted our time.. den bel say marcus already here.. in long john.. eating with james and 2 other gurls.. yup...
have no mood to update anymore.. wanna cry already... sighs.. i have to go.. check out other DEf's blog.. *stabs

Monday, June 9, 2003||08:08 p.m.


finally!! my bro has gone out. able to hook onto the computer.. well the days went by likr that..

went to sch on fri and collected my results and stuff. yup. aint good.. budden i expected myself to be last few but im not! i was around the middle.. yup. so im kinda ok ok sort. and i passed. =) although im kinda upset i did like shit.. cos its all my fault.. gone out too many times already.. not able to concentrate.. and forever sleeping in class.. wad can i say~. sighs* but wads done is done. so i shall just =X and look forward to the nite!! yeapies!
after sch went to jln kayu to eat prata with my brownie monster, bestyy, belly and rebby. den rebby and monster took cab to hougang complex for heats. me and delia went to bel's house to slack and den dress up for the nite! but something happened.. which i was kinda disgusted.. cos there's toilet and rooms around.. and they changed infront of me and accidentally *ehem*.. shall not continue. den after that joyce came too.. we were like forcing bel to wear the white haulter but in the end she wore the black spag. top. and we helped her to dress up properly and nice and she looks so sweet and pretty! guess eugene was like damn shocked! and for the 1st time i like the way delia dress.. yea. agree monster? so after all of us were ready. took cab to upper to meet the rest which include eugene james martin paul christabel mark ow peanuts mark yeo spencer and gary. so embarassing.. cos all of us dress until so formal and wild? and they were saying christabel dressed like some mother? but i think she looks really nice with that "basket" yar. hahaaz. =X heex.. den she lent us some of her bangles.. together with delia's one. and she lent bel her bra strap. lolz. was damn funny.. in the end we all just heck care and went to meet them.. den we took a bus to town. walk from cine to lido cos they wanna watch some bowling show. budden only bought 5 tix? so some of us gotta sneak in. but we watched what a girl wants instead.. yup. but w/o even paying.. pretty cool huh.. cos the guy was like checking the tix.. so we gotta go.. went to heeren to take neos.. den to cine cos eugene and james wanna eat.. budden no space. so went back to lido cos it was time to meet the rest. ate a lil from long john.. wondered who paid for us. den my monster and cheryl came.. so we took a bus to happie meal.. on the way we were like putting on lip gloss and stuff. wahahahz.. rite bel and delia. HUHH??!!

saw a few peeps from our sch on our way there. we chill outside coffee bean first den eugene and james went to get their taggs. den eugene brought bel in and james brought cheryl in. left me joyce and delia cos we dun have passes. bel took her sis and fake it was her. yup.. vanessa has her sister.. so can. eugene brought me and delia in but failed cos she demanded our passes but we dun have. was kinda pissed. went to find nor in monks and i borrowed peishan's one.. and delia and joyce borrowed some other frens of hers.. joyce managed to go in first with cheryl's specs cos the girl in the pic was wearing specs!! hahahaz.. damn kuku! den delia so gan geong went in but cannot.. sad. i waited for like 1/2 hr den i tried alone.. james was suppose to bring me in.. but he say i go myself better if not they will suspect. yar.. and i did!! but she kept asking me if this is me or not.. haiyox. den i keep insisting yar its me!!! cos it was 4 yrs ago? when i was pri 6? yar.. the bouncer actually let me in with another guy.. in the end the lady believed me and let me in!! woohoo!! den delia tried showing her buea-song face and insisted it was HER.. wahahahz.. den the lady was like ok la ok la.. lolz!! yea! everyone was in!! james eugene peanuts bel joyce monster cheryl me and delia! joyce act smart drink and drink and drink and she got drunk~ no self control.. kinda freaked me out cos she was crying luaghing like some evil witch.. sighs. monster also.. but she not that bad.. just her red eyes.. eeeEeks.. sad la.. dint get drunk like joyce... IF NOT.. wahahahaz.. went in at about 10.30.. so early.. den more people came in.. by 12. and den eugene came and tell me something.. was like yarright.. den he say really!! i sort of screamed and jump.. den followed him with monster.. macadamia came!! it was true! thought that pig eugene bluff me.. wahahahz!! bel was sitting next to him den bel ask me to sit on her lap.. at first i was like erh.. nvm.. budden in the end i sat.. wahahahz. den he borrowed $ from monster cos he short of $2.. like er... came here short of money.. lolz. den all of us went in.. heex.. drank not really alot.. cos i dint get drunk.. only got high.. cos i rmb i was dancing and holding bel, vanessa and joyce! like the way couple dance. lolz! heyheyhey.. im straight kae.. cos of macadamia~!! wahahahz and once almost puke.. cos i was kinda tired.. and i like cannot stand on 2 feet.. den i just rested.. den the rest came too.. after that went in agn and dance.. it was really really fun together with ur closest frens.. the guys were doing the sea walk.. was like whoah! so fucking cool.. den the pig couples kept pushing me to macadamia.. and i almost fell onto him.. but i dint.. i fell onto joyce! =X wad a waste yea.. lolz. but very pai seh! den i rested agn.. cos i couldnt take it.. den suddenly i dunno out of no where macadamia was infront of me.. so i just sat there and stared at him.. heex. den he kept turning back.. even better. den he was like kinda close.. den eugene pushed him to me.. but he dint fall onto me. but if he did guess i would hold me. heeex. =D stupid bel and eugene doing funny hand signs.. keep asking me to dance with himm.. like wad!! not say he ask me.. if he did.. den can la.. wahahahahz.. sat for like damn long.. den some song played den i went to dance cos it was a nice song! danced till 3a.m when it ended. den came out. thought macadamia would be following us.. budden he went w peanuts and some other guy to take cab cos we all got 8 peeps already just nice for 2 cabs. hai~. went to coffeeshop to buy water.. so thirsty. den found out all of our feet were BLACK. and my slipper was white.. my mom is gonna kill me but she dint just nag at me.. bla bla. me monster delia and cheryl took the cab and eugene bel joyce and james took the other cab cos fetching joyce and james back home. yup.. so when we reach bel's house we were like waiting sitting along the road waiting for the couple if not her mom would suspect although cheryl so needed to use the ladies..

reach bel's home we were like so tired.. slept with my bestyy den couple slept together and cheryl slept with my monster.. woke up the earliest.. 10 plus. cant sleep any longer.. den cheryl woke up. both of us so hungry.. went down to get food.. curry puff and cheese.. den monster woke up den the rest woke up.. went back with monster cos i got tuition at 4. was like dozing off already.. delia went first cos she's goin shopping with her mom..

i wanna go happie meal agn!! but first gotta get a pass la.. i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally i saw macadamia cos when i went to svdp last week he wasnt there. smiles!!!!

Saturday, June 7, 2003||08:23 p.m.


yeah!!!! OH, CAROL is coming back!!!! yeeappiee!!! tt means Utt is coming back! anyway dint go to sch today. felt tired* haven been bloggin for a while. went out yesterday to peninsular and town with bel, joyce, eugene and spencer. neo print was damn funny and cute!! wahahaz heeh.. bel and i wanted to buy this pair of faded jeans kinda baggy type 1.. and its only $35 yup.. budden not enough money.. yar so maybe going another day. =)
had a trash talk on tues .. was kinda weird.. jan was like so fierce & serious.. bel and joyce so scared.. esp bel.. delia and jaz were crying... i was myself. said wadeva we said.. yup. things are kinda better.. btw eugene was there.. and he was like whoah! for the 1st time.. i thought he could be a lawyer wahahaha! keke.. erm.. just wanna say im very sorry for what i did.. was kinda influenced..
on sun went to svdp den ihm church with delia joyce bel eugene and cheryl. met markow spencer paul gary christabel and mark yeo.. after that went to town with delia joyce bel eugene alicia and vanessa monster. took neo prints!! as usual~ den we watch bruce almight.. wahahahz. den went shopping.. bought some plain greenish top and delia bought the black one..
looking forward to this fri.. going to happy meal! vanessa brownie monster if u going must tell me.. oh yar! vanessa gabrielle khor has a new nickname its brownie~ so now it would be vanessa brownie monster!! heez..

Thursday, June 5, 2003||10:31 a.m.



i think this show is kinda nice.. although the 1st 2 parts kinda so-so.. but i bet it would be interesting as it passes.. yup. try to catch Chemistry. the guy's (C.K) kinda cute though.. heex

Saturday, May 31, 2003||07:05 p.m.


slackin at home now. waiting to go 4 tuition later. yesterday had trng. PT was tough. my body was aching badly this morning. after trng went ta meet delia joyce bel and vanessa @ sayang. nadia was with vanessa and cheryl was there too. ate a lil.. talk and talk. we were like the only girls there. den feel so warm. we went to club to chill. sat at the couch. so comfy. den started talking.. and talking and talking. till abt 12. den bel and delia gotta go home.. den while walking out.. thought we saw "stuff" at the crystals affair. hahaz!! well its acutally ppl playing mahjong. all of us freaked out. den monster was like eh whus that 2 peeps standing there near sayang. she was trying to figure out. me too but i can hardly see. until this morning my bro was like saying he saw bel @ arnd 12 walkin from club. i was like huh? i was with her.. kae.. den he thought the one in white was bel but it was actually cheryl! den bel was wearing black. so the 2 guys were actually my bro and that fuckhead brandon. now u see VANESSA.. aint her. wahahahahahaz. on the way i saw michelle tan mx. wah. i was like thinking why the BMW was like slowlying down. until a head pops out and turned behind and look at me. was like michelle!! den waved back.. must be her bf's car. whoah. btw michelle tan is my x senior.. pro badm player. ;) 18 this yr. after that fetched joyce and monster home.. went home watch a lil tv.. den slept.. yesterday was pretty cool.. and funny.. lolz.. spent together w my monster, my besty, my joycey sista, my kuku jiao sista and kuku jiao's sister; cheryl.. kkae.. wanna eat my banana already. ciao*

Saturday, May 31, 2003||02:34 p.m.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARILYN!!!! today got back a/e math physics and bio. passed all except physics.. told my papa and mummy already.. my pap just ask me to learn and if anything dunno ask him.. like wad de hell. he's so lazy. lolz. went ta club w delia joyce jaz bel and eugene. went ta swim and play! wahahaz. damn fun. we went down in our bras../sports bra. and eugene brought boxers and shorts for us.met some ppl there.. went ta suana.. so hot. found out that we dun have any towel. gotta use the hair dryer to dry wadeva we had on cos we had to wear it back. lolz.watchin chemistry now. thought its kinda nice. listenning to OLIVER JAMES ON 10 MINS!!!! perfect10!!! he sound so cute!!!! he sang song!!! wahahahaz~!!! omg. shit. tomolo got trng.. argh.. dun wanna go!! but cant.. tigress would come after me.. die. kkae.. feel so exhausted after swimming.. ciao~

Thursday, May 29, 2003||08:40 p.m.



Was that a dream… or Déjà vu?

Wednesday, May 28, 2003||08:20 p.m.


went ta the web today.. and found out some really cool stuff.. in OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL









alright. tts abt it.. actually this was a long time ago.. budden just felt like putting here.. if ppl haven seen it yet.. yar. reminded me cos my bro went to ta web. yar.

Wednesday, May 28, 2003||07:39 p.m.


went to bel's house to collect skates.. erm more like her neighbour. oh shit. i 4got her name. kkae nvm. den went ta jan's house too. den went ta heartland mall @ bK!ng. met mark ow gary and eugene. den ow and gary went somewhere. something not good happened in sch.. sighs. hope everything would turn out fine. after that jan and jaz went to epb. but bel eugene joyce delia and me stayed. den we talked and talked. bel keep wanting to take pic with eugene. lolz. damn funny. den after that delia gotta go back. so we all went ta gardens club. met mark ow gary and christabel there. eugene buggin me to buy for him milkshake. in de end got him one and we all ate ice creams. den bel like dunno how to eat. mouth everywhere got choc.*laughs. even her chin!!! wahahahaz. sorry bel. cant take it. damn funny. den after that christabel went home. den abt 5.30 bel and joyce went ta my house. den eugene gary mark ow also walked out to the busstop together.. bel joyce and i took 317 to my house. like in less den 15 mins bel's dad already came.. like wad de.. lolz. kkae.. gotta go shower already.. and my dearest monster*.. i wish u would be back with ddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr... lolz.. kkae. ciao~

Wednesday, May 28, 2003||07:32 p.m.


juz came out of shower... cool~ went ta compass point just now to eat pizza with monster, fat fairy, cheeko, delphine, safy, pam, rebby and marissa. wahahahaz. had fun. talk like fcuk. talk so loud summore... always lidat. last time also lidat... such jokers. esp monster... lolz. act smart help ppl take pizza and dropped it twice.. *hits forehead. den walked around cp for a while.. till abt 5. where ever we go.. always see serene and her seniors. damn funny. first was mc's den 77th street den some accesseries place den giodano and other places too. cant rmb. den took 156 with monster. on the way cheeko found out that i pierced my top the 2nd one. den monster was like wad?? why nv tell us? lolz. den she went on and on and on naggin @ me. saying i copy her.. wad de. lolz... on the bus like there's so many lil cockroach.. sick. we dint even dared to sit. but it was kind of a long journey.. so yar.. here i am back.. watchibg tv now.. ciao~

Tuesday, May 27, 2003||06:03 p.m.


today got match against ourself.. played with yanting agnst the sec1s. obviously we won. duhz. no sweat. gotta bluff teacher dat got tuition den rushed back home to go out for joyce's birthday. =) took cab home.. den they say they watchin matrix. ok.. so i took my time and relaxed. den met up with them at abt 6. joyce's birthday so she's there.. jaz, janice and delia. including the guys mark, ernest, shaun and gary. joyce look so pretty today. =) heex. and i think today's the bext day for joyce.. wahahahahz!!! smilez!!!!!! walked from cine to wisma den far east to eat chicken rice. guys were kinda pissed for going here and there and everywhere w/o telling em. kkae.. now everything's alrightzx. con. with cheryl and delia now for.. ehem*.. lolz.. kkae. tomolo got sch.. gonna watch tv now.. ciaoz

Monday, May 26, 2003||10:09 p.m.


Sunday, May 25, 2003||08:41 p.m.


CLAY ROX MY WORLD.. he's my idol in my heart always*

Sunday, May 25, 2003||06:21 p.m.


Sunday, May 25, 2003||01:56 p.m.


woke up after a long sleep.. came back from eugene's chalet this MORNING. dint wanna stay. so god damn exhausted. 1st day of chalet was much better. more fun. more ppl. damn funny.. lemmi recall whu went on the 1st day. me =) delia joycey amy cheryl bel spencer mark ernest martin james marcus tan brendon gary paul dilip anthony jolene and other guys whu i dunno. hahh.. went to da park instead of park @ abt 12+? delia and bel were screaming like fuck. cos mark and james were scaring em all. marcus and i like no reactions.. den the guys wanted to go into e mangrove swamp. tts crazy. esp marcus. mark daring to go in but james back out. we were all like damn scared cos so dark cant even find ur way out. so went walking back.. den they called the guys to go. but we dint wanna go back. bel and delia so scared. i was too tired. james scared. den after they came back went ta swim except for mark and marcus. all of us fighting for space to sleep. the sofa the bed.. everywhere. den it was marcus idea to put toothpaste on ppl. victim was james. mark and delia went ta put. delia was like so scared when he suddenly woke up. wahahha. but he just use e blanket to wipe it off.. lolz. only gotta sleep on a proper bed after 6 where its the parents room.. after they got up and went to buy breakfast. bel dragged me and delia in. so eugene bel delia and i slept.. wah shiok.. den when we woke up.. cheryl mark and amy all scolding us for not waking them up to go in to sleep instead they woke me and delia. hahhz. tts so nice of bel. wahahaha.. after that most of em went back. only a few came back yesterday.. for e buffet. anyway the sea walk was damn cool.. eugene and shaun and james. me and bel coudnt stop saying. we wanna learn. asking eugene. yepx. im still feeling so sleepy.. wanna go back to sleep agn.. ciaoz~

Sunday, May 25, 2003||12:46 p.m.



Wednesday, May 14, 2003||07:03 p.m.


today's the EL exam!!! i wanna cry!! i forgot to do the meaning part!!! 5 marks gone!!! fuck!!! anyway dun wanna think of it anymore! makes me wanna gRrrr!!! went to sayang with jaz darr the tart to makan. was there from 2 to 5? lolz. talk and talk about anything under the sun. right tart? milo dino was nice!! dint wanna eat my dinner. so full. lolz. oh shit! but gotta take antibiotics. arhhh!! find some foood to munch den.

Wednesday, May 14, 2003||06:42 p.m.


went ta jaz darr's house today. b4 that gotta stay back for a while cos mr arman wants to talk to me. asked me to wait for half an hour. was like FINE. den after that he said wait till 3. was like noooo wayy..im leavin. anyway went jaz's hse w joycey sista and anthea.. ordered Kfc. wahahahz. shiok. was darn nice. delicious~. started diggin ransaking her stuff. not really ransake. juz kPO. hhee. while watching L.M. disney channel. den started doin joycey's blog and exploring ppl's blog. den chat and chat and talk and talk in her room bt...... blabla. ;) now im back home after 2 hrs. feeling dead*. and it was raining. might just sleep now. but got EL summary ta do if not MS UGLY will scold. hMMmP! and EL's on wed. oh my. gtg now. ciao~

Monday, May 12, 2003||08:02 p.m.


juz completed my a math hw~ hhmm. chinese paper was alright except for the compre. so confusing. im so dead in compo! dunno wad the heck im writing. after that went to compass point with cheeko delphine pam and safy. went to buy my mom's day pressie!=) after that went to meet serene and angel @ cartel. thought sharon tan was there but turned out to be marilyn. serene went home earlier cos her mom was buggin. damn funni. lolz. they were saying if marilyn's there sharon tan wont be there. so if sharon tan's there marilyn wont be there. hahhz. stayed from 3 till 6.30. ordered the ice cream b4 the half hour. ate till we wanna die. 13 scoops of ice cream!!! chocolate and vanilla!! omg. and 2 scoops left. cant take it. wanna explode. if only serene dint went home so early. finish it up for us. hheex. pretty exhausted by now.. wanna zZzzz.. ciao~

Saturday, May 10, 2003||10:54 p.m.


tomorrow's chinese exam! mann. hope i'll do well. jaz dint come to sch today. i mean she did but was sent home. =( jaz get well soon and come back tomorrow to do ur chinese test alrightx!hMmz.. getting kinda pissed w some peeps. nvm~ =/. it'll pass as time flies~. gtg study~. ciaoz

Friday, May 9, 2003||04:11 p.m.


yeeeppeee!! dun have to see mrs das!!*heng juz see that mr arman will do.. thank god i did pretty well for my a math retest!! yea! few careless mistakes though.. haikz.. just let my papa sign the report slip. sounded angry. ask me to buck up. or else i go work as sales girl or wadeva~ =) i will try my best not to fail my exams esp humanities and sciences!! gosh bloody hard. anyway luckily chinese is until 12th lesson. just knew it like yesterday. bloody relief teacher bluff us. hahhaz. today kinda funny in class. monster was as usual crazy and cheeko!! hahahz! cheeko was looking at some mag. and happened to see jay chou on the pg. den cheeko was like how come he's eyes are so small and puny. lolz. den delphine said luckily there's somebody's eyes whu are smaller den yours ah. wahahahahhzz.. all of us laughed like shit. esp me and monster* =X. hahaz. kkae. dun say u already la cheeko.

Wednesday, May 7, 2003||07:06 p.m.


i've just told my dad about my results. dint intent to tell my mom. but she happened to heard when i told my dad. =S he sort of scolded me and asked me to buck up! say he leave everything to me and he trust me. luckily haven been goin out since 2 weeks. shall study really hard. history is damn hard to study. anyway took the retest for a math dis morning. hope i can get at least 18/25 to pass?? gotta match with the average. or maybe 20/25 to get 50/100. holy shit. aint a genius. gosh. im relieved now.. after telling me parents. now is abt mrs das. im so so scared she will consider calling our parents. *dead. den come to sch.. die. i hope mr arman will persuade her not to call our parents to sch! *prays hard.. tomorrow would be the decision right in the morning. shit!! dun call parents!!!!!!! dun want!!!! no!!!!!! its seems im righting some compo. well... gotta go soon for cheena tuition.. ciao~ =(

Tuesday, May 6, 2003||07:02 p.m.


today's the run. i thought i was okay. position is 18. but i dun think my timing's good. it totally suck. ppl are confusing me. some say this some say that. shall just wait for further news. all i hope is for a C. i deserve too. cos i DINT WALK at all. kay miang i think u saw the wrong person. i forced myself to run all the way. and thanks to da sistax and serene angel and sharon for their cheer. :) i dun think i'll be running all the way w/o their cheer. thanks alot u darrlings. muacks*. i almost puked after i stopped cos i just stopped there after i ended. shud walk abit instead of just leaning agnst the railing and waiting to puke. : jaz cheerie uppie. im sure u did gd too. dun get upset anymore. yea. went to j8 with jaz, angel, sharon tan, serene, amy, rebby, yeeping and rowena. went to eat. saw some channel U filming. took neo prints. so crowded! lolx. kkae. maybe gonna watch Xmen2 tomorrow. depends. im so farking dead beat. and i was rotting @ tuition for 4 hours. *faintz. gonna turn in pretty soon.. ciao~

Saturday, May 3, 2003||10:17 p.m.


my pics.. yea. die tomorrow's 2.4 run! i hope i get a C! had trng today. luckily was just match agnst each other. aint that tired. im worried abt tomorrow and monster's not coming!! afraid i cant handle to class cos i aint so monstery as monster! and gotta reach there by wad 7.15? so freakin early. earlier den my normal sch days! good thing delia just take a 2 mins walk will do. lucky u. anyway did badly for my CT.. so bad i wanna +cry out loud+ but wads the point. just try my best for exams yea.alright gotta go pack up alreadyz.. ciaoz~ ~//mua and my irritatin bro* ~//mua +sharon/xuan/cookie<- new 1*

Friday, May 2, 2003||08:59 p.m.


watchin american idol now. clay's great!! ruben too! and trenyce!! anyway went to eat dim sum today @ garden seafood. goodwood park there? yea. eat until so full. yummie. den went NTUC met jaz's family except her. lolx. den went aunt's hse. den went to sayang to eat. knew it my dad would complain abt the service. hahhz. but he like the food so its okay. =) den met vanessa monster classmate. lolz. such a coincidence.hhex. not doin well in studies. gotta go do catching up abit for now.. ciao~

Thursday, May 1, 2003||08:07 p.m.


yea!!! finally!! i can use my new blog! well i love both. but i guess i'll be using this for now. =D thanks alot jaz muacks muacks muacks like reallli finalli! hMmz.. kkae. gotta do stuff now. chow~

Monday, April 28, 2003||04:49 p.m.


heyys xuannie darling!!! u gotta thank me yeahh is this nice enough?? i love you dearie -smuackilicious-
[[by jazzie dar]]

Saturday, April 19, 2003||09:43 p.m.










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